Ohio feels like homecoming.
Ohio feels like road tripping, like twelve hours that go by in the blink of an eye — that is, at least, until we get onto 70. Ohio feels like junk food and fast food and rest stops and philosophical discussions and the views of the valleys as we cut across Pennsylvania. Ohio feels like telling people that you actually look forward to this, that there are few things you cherish quite like your road trips with your husband, or being with your in-laws for the holidays.
Ohio feels like waking up to crisp air and clear skies, to long and winding roads through wide open spaces. Ohio feels like towns so small you could hold your breath as you drive from one end to the other. Continue reading “Ohio”
I have no idea what it’ll be about, but I can feel it coming.
I can feel its rumble the same way you can feel a thunderstorm before it arrives. The air is electric. The inevitable is on the horizon, and there is an exquisite anticipation.
I have no idea what the book will be about, and that’s the exciting part. The story is being coy, making its presence known but only in snippets and hints, like a child playing hide & seek, giggling madly behind the curtains, hoping to not be found but still shouting out clues when they think the adults have strayed too far. Continue reading “The New Book”
I don’t think I’ve ever liked the first few miles of a run.
That might be why I love races so much: for those first miles, you are surrounded by fellow eager runners — and the energy is enough to carry you into the heart of the race, when the runners fan out and supporters on the sidelines dwindle and it’s back to you and your music and your thoughts.
But on non-race days, I slog through it. I remind myself how good it feels when I finally find my rhythm. Sometimes I imagine being in a race, surrounded by onlookers instead of the trees and shrubs of the trail. I know, by mile 3 or 4, I will have found my rhythm. I will have found what I’m looking for.
Perhaps that’s why I love mid-distance running so much. If I have to force myself through upwards of a half hour of running before I get to that magical place, I want to spend as much time there as possible.
Ironically, it’s the short runs that make running feel like a chore, instead of an experience. Continue reading “An Ode to Mid-Distance Running”
“It feels lighter. The lightest it’s been in three years.”
I’m remarking on the holiday season to my husband during a car ride through the small towns of New Hampshire. It’s the Friday after Thanksgiving, both of us tired but not emotionally depleted like we had been with previous years. I’m enjoying smooth drive of my husband’s new pick-up truck, the twists and turns of the roads, and the gentle relief of an uneventful Thanksgiving, one that came and went without much fallout — a potential harbinger of an easier time of year.
It’s an unexpected gift — this lightness — after such a heavy November. November had a melancholy to it, its origins I never could exactly pinpoint. There was a somberness in the air, as if a chapter was ending on a cosmic scale and I didn’t exactly know what to do with it. Continue reading “Lighter”